Misha is... a confusing thing for me. I'm in two entirely separate pieces around him. The one half that thinks I'm not good enough for him anyway and it's no wonder he picks girls like Becky over me. And the other, admittedly smaller, half that thinks we could make each other happy if given half the chance.
I just... don't know if that chance will ever happen. And I'm so scared of carrying him around with me for the rest of my life as a regret. *sigh*
Re: Aiden
Date: 2008-10-10 08:18 am (UTC)Misha is... a confusing thing for me. I'm in two entirely separate pieces around him. The one half that thinks I'm not good enough for him anyway and it's no wonder he picks girls like Becky over me. And the other, admittedly smaller, half that thinks we could make each other happy if given half the chance.
I just... don't know if that chance will ever happen. And I'm so scared of carrying him around with me for the rest of my life as a regret. *sigh*