I'll take some distraction...

[sonoflongshot]

Ask any of my characters anything IC or OOC.

The list is:

NextGen
Aiden Blaire
Jay Walters-Wingfoot
Takeshi Harada
Nika Sable-Preston

Others
Shatterstar
Elixir
Longshot
Silver Sable

Comments

Re: Aiden

[shadeblossom.livejournal.com]

Good. I don't wanna go.

Re: Aiden

[sonoflongshot.livejournal.com]

Why would you think I'd want you to? I've known you all my life! Unless you go by birth. Then I've known you all but four minutes of my life.

Re: Aiden

[shadeblossom.livejournal.com]

Dunno. Not feeling particularly good about myself at the moment. I'm trying to get back to the Hana I was a month ago, but it's not working so good.

And I know you don't like me spending time with Misha...

Re: Aiden

[sonoflongshot.livejournal.com]

Just give yourself some time. You might not get back to exactly that, but you can get to a close approximation. Maybe even better.

I... don't mind you spending time with Misha. If that's what you think you need. I... just... whatever makes you happy.

Re: Aiden

[shadeblossom.livejournal.com]

I hope so. I don't like who I am right now.

Just what? *eyes him thoughtfully* You can tell me the truth. I won't always like it, but you don't have to hide it.

Re: Aiden

[sonoflongshot.livejournal.com]

Who are you now?

I just... *sighs* If he had been around, you never would have started dating Alex. Though you would be feeling a different kind of misery, I guess. *shrugs* That's why I want you to find something that makes you happy.

Re: Aiden

[shadeblossom.livejournal.com]

I don't know. Less than Hana.

Misha is... a confusing thing for me. I'm in two entirely separate pieces around him. The one half that thinks I'm not good enough for him anyway and it's no wonder he picks girls like Becky over me. And the other, admittedly smaller, half that thinks we could make each other happy if given half the chance.

I just... don't know if that chance will ever happen. And I'm so scared of carrying him around with me for the rest of my life as a regret. *sigh*