sonoflongshot | I'll take some distraction...

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I'll take some distraction...

Ask any of my characters anything IC or OOC.

The list is:

NextGen
Aiden Blaire
Jay Walters-Wingfoot
Takeshi Harada
Nika Sable-Preston

Others
Shatterstar
Elixir
Longshot
Silver Sable

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Would you ever want me out of your life?

No! Never!

Good. I don't wanna go.

Why would you think I'd want you to? I've known you all my life! Unless you go by birth. Then I've known you all but four minutes of my life.

Dunno. Not feeling particularly good about myself at the moment. I'm trying to get back to the Hana I was a month ago, but it's not working so good.

And I know you don't like me spending time with Misha...

Just give yourself some time. You might not get back to exactly that, but you can get to a close approximation. Maybe even better.

I... don't mind you spending time with Misha. If that's what you think you need. I... just... whatever makes you happy.

I hope so. I don't like who I am right now.

Just what? *eyes him thoughtfully* You can tell me the truth. I won't always like it, but you don't have to hide it.

Who are you now?

I just... *sighs* If he had been around, you never would have started dating Alex. Though you would be feeling a different kind of misery, I guess. *shrugs* That's why I want you to find something that makes you happy.

I don't know. Less than Hana.

Misha is... a confusing thing for me. I'm in two entirely separate pieces around him. The one half that thinks I'm not good enough for him anyway and it's no wonder he picks girls like Becky over me. And the other, admittedly smaller, half that thinks we could make each other happy if given half the chance.

I just... don't know if that chance will ever happen. And I'm so scared of carrying him around with me for the rest of my life as a regret. *sigh*

When are you going to get it through that thick skull of yours that you're not getting rid of me and Sammy?

Sometime, maybe.

Best get used to us. If you think I'm stubborn, you haven't seen Sammy set her mind to something yet.

Nah. Just got to wait until life takes you in a different direction. Sam's got S.H.I.E.L.D. You got the Holy Grail. Then it's not getting rid of you.

Please. The Holy Grail is so twelfth century. *smirks*

Says the knight.

Daddy, would you ever disown me?

*frowns* Well, I don't own you to begin with... but, I wouldn't ever want to lose my baby girl. You're the only you I got.

Not even if I did something really bad? Or something really dumb?

*scratches his head* Like what do you mean? Because I can't think of something that would make my hearts stop loving my baby girl.

I don't know. Just... anything. Something really bad. That made you disappointed in me or embarrassed I was your daughter. Or something. *squirms*

I can't think of anything that you could or would do to make me that way. Anything like that is out of the realm of possibility.

*hugs her father* I love you, Daddy.

*hugs his baby girl tightly* Love you, too, Hana.

Nika... please... explain the hair choice to me. I'm not understanding.

It's something different. I think it's a nice color. Not something the old me would have done.

It's... very vibrant. And purple is a good color. It's just a bit of a shock. I'll get used to it.

Are you trying for an entirely different you? Or just changing some things?

Different me. The old me didn't work.

Mmm. I wouldn't agree. Perhaps there were parts of the old you that didn't work, but isn't it a bit scary to change everything all at once?

I didn't change everything. I'm still the dutiful daughter. I still room with you instead of at the school dorms. I still work at mother's company. I'm pretty sure the parts I'm changing make your team happier in the long run.

*sigh* Sounds to me as if you're still holding a grudge.

I am not angry with you or anyone else. I'm trying to make your job easier and not step on any more toes.

It's making my job less enjoyable. I've lost my sister to it.

Look. It's obvious David and I will never get along. His estimation of me will never rise, nor mine of him. Because he can't keep his mouth shut and gave HYDRA so much fuel to use against me. You specifically asked for him on the team. I don't want to invalidate that choice. He gets along fine with the rest of the team.

I'm not asking you to be friends with David. Feel free to hate him. Just consider how long you're going to carry the grudge against the rest of them. Try and consider the circumstances. You've never said anything you didn't really mean about someone when they weren't listening?

I don't bear any ill will toward the rest. I just gave them what they wanted. And no, I haven't. My intentions toward people is pretty clear. If I can't say it in front of them, it isn't something worth saying at all.

That type of straightforward dealing is rare. Even Dad doesn't always say everything he's thinking.

*sigh* I'm just worried about you. I want you to be happy.

Mother does. I am supposed to be the mini-Silver Sable according to people.

I am... not exactly happy right now, but I am trying to find it.

When are you going to get a life and leave mine alone?

I have a life. Messing with yours is just an amusing past time. It does seem to get your father all worked up.

When are you going to stop insulting us and just accept we're your friends and we're not cutting you loose?

No insult implied. I know you're my friends. Just because you've been around when my green side has been good doesn't mean I would want you around when I'm not in control.

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